9:30

i don't know whether doing 2 folio subjects was the best thing i ever did, or the worst thing i ever did.

i want to get into my course so bad! i found myself mentally competing with strangers at the open days i've been attending over the past few weekends. what is wrong with me?! i hate that i'm going to have to sell myself to a university like in a job interview. and then get rejected for not being as creative or as skilled as the other applicants. i better get in dammit.

its fair to say i'm scared shitless. and year 12 isn't even over yet.

yeah, i just wrote words on my blog...